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       Badd Motherf*cker, p.12

         Part #1 of Badd Brothers series by Jasinda Wilder
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  "'Wreck me' she says," Sebastian grunted. "You sure?"

  "Too much talking, not enough fucking."

  He growled wordlessly, then. Tightening his grip on my hips until I knew I'd have bruises where his fingers dug into my flesh, but god, I craved that ferocity in him. I needed to feel him lose control, needed to feel like I had that power over him, that I could push him past his limits and break him, the way he'd broken me. I'd gladly and proudly take the bruises as tokens, reminders of what we had together.

  I writhed against him, and then I felt the shift in him. Felt him swell, both inside me and above me. He pulled away, drew out, and then slammed back in, jerking me against him, and the slap of our bodies meeting was loud. I clenched my teeth on the deep groan his thrust ripped out of me, and I wasn't even finished groaning when he pulled back and thrust deep again, tearing another groan from me.

  Faster, then.


  Each thrust went deeper, each thrust slammed harder into me.

  "Fuck, you feel so good, Dru," he murmured, "so fuckin' good."

  "Your cock is the most incredible thing I've ever felt, Sebastian."

  He watched as my pussy swallowed his cock, watched himself disappear inside me. "The way you take me--shit, it's like you were custom made to take my cock."

  "I think--" I had to gasp for breath as he ramped up his speed, truly and wildly fucking me now. "I think I was. Oh my fucking god, Sebastian, yes...yes, just like that. Oh god, fuck me so good--fuck me harder, harder!"

  "Jesus, woman..." Sebastian snarled. "You're a fucking animal."

  I met his thrusts with my own, fingered my clit as he slammed into me. "Only for you...oh my fuck--yes, just like that. Harder, Sebastian. Never stop, god, never stop fucking me just like this." I'd lost myself, by then. I was someone else, some crazed, animal version of Dru that had never seen the light of day until Sebastian got his hands on me and his cock inside me.

  This Dru was insatiable, powerful. She was fully me, the best me. Truly, deeply me. And he was bringing her out of me.

  His fucking reached a climax then, his hips relentlessly pounding against mine, his cock slamming into me so hard and fast I lost track of where one thrust ended and the next began, and everything was narrowed down to this, to Sebastian's hands on my ass jerking me into his thrusts, his cock inside me, his eyes on mine.

  I couldn't keep quiet. Not anymore. I cried out, another orgasm ripping through me, this one the most blinding yet, making me spasm and arch and writhe in his grip, but I couldn't match his slamming, pounding speed, could only cry out and take his fucking.

  "Come for me, Sebastian! Let me feel it. Let me have it."

  "I am, god, I am. Right now." He breathed this, and his thrusts faltered. He set me down on the edge of the bed and bent over me and pushed into me, leaned close and claimed my mouth as he came, grunting against my lips.

  "Yes, Sebastian, fuck, you feel so good. Come for me. Keep fucking me."

  His thrusts resumed, but his mouth never left mine. I dug my nails into his back and dragged them down his flesh, his orgasm spurring another of my own, his cock sliding against me just right, the tip digging into my G-spot, his release driving my own. He snarled and grunted as he fucked me; I felt him spasm inside me and came with him, clawing at him all the harder.

  "Look at me, Sebastian," I breathed. "Look at me while you come."

  He met my gaze with his, crawled up onto the bed and knelt between my thighs and cupped my hips to pull me closer as he pounded into me through his orgasm, and his eyes never left mine, widening as he came, brows lowering, jaw clenching.

  "Fuck, oh fuck--Dru...Jesus," he gasped, "I didn't--I didn't know--"

  He fucked me deep and stayed there, flexing to dig deeper, words cutting off into another primal growl. I felt him fill the condom, thrust deep, and then when he was done he thrust again through the aftershocks, burying his face in my breasts. I cupped the back of his head and writhed with his fluttering pulsing shallow thrusts.

  "What didn't you know, Sebastian?" I asked.

  "That anything could feel that way." His voice was muffled against my tits. "That fucking could--" He stopped, seeming unsure of how to put it.

  "Feel like so much more than just fucking?" I finished for him.

  He grunted. "Yeah. Exactly."

  He wasn't looking at me anymore, I realized. I wiggled out from underneath him, reaching between us to make sure the condom stayed on him. I sat on my heels and stared down at him as he lay on his belly, face buried in his arm.

  "Hey, Sebastian."

  He rolled to his back and threw his forearm across his forehead, chest heaving, eyes closed. "Yeah, sweet thing."

  "What happened to 'wild thing'?" I asked. "I liked that better."

  He smirked. "Gimme a few minutes to recuperate, and I'll show you."

  "Look at me," I demanded.

  His eyes opened, and I saw the distance in them. "What?"

  "Now I'm losing you," I said.

  "How do you mean?"

  I lay down on the bed beside him, rolled on my side to face him. "That was intense, yeah?"

  He grunted an affirmative. "Pretty fuckin' intense, yeah."

  "So why are you acting like this?"

  "Like what?" His eyes were on mine, but the mask was still in place.

  "Like this was a hook-up and you're just waiting for me to leave."

  "Well, what're you expecting? Cuddles?"

  That stung. I felt my eyes water. I rolled away from him, sliding off the bed. I snagged his white T-shirt off the floor and tugged it on, gathered my sodden clothes and opened his door, pausing in his open doorway.

  "Something like that, yeah," I said, trying to hide the hurt.

  I stepped as quietly as I could out of his room, hoping to escape Zane's notice.

  Which I should've known was futile. He was behind the counter in the kitchen, rummaging in the fridge. He straightened when he saw me, and his gaze raked over my body, covered in nothing but Sebastian's too-big T-shirt. Then up to my face.

  "He ain't the 'something like that' type, sweetheart." Zane twisted the top off a bottle of beer. "Sorry to be the one to break it to ya."

  "How the fuck would you know?" I asked, shoving open the door to the room I'd slept in the night before.

  "Because none of us are, and we all learned from him."

  "Well fuck me," I said.

  "Noooope," Zane drawled. "Bast already did. Makes you a no-fly zone for the rest of us."

  I growled in irritation. Shut the door to my temporary room behind me, tossed my wet clothes onto the floor and sank onto the bed, fighting tears.

  What had I expected? Either from him or myself? I'd known going in that I wouldn't be able to just fuck him and not get emotional about it. I was an emotional wreck, after all. I'd just been cheated on, rejected. I'd wasted fifteen thousand dollars I'd never get back on a wedding that never happened. No wedding. No husband. No honeymoon.

  And now I was in Ketchikan fucking Alaska half in the bag for a sexy, tattooed bartender I barely knew, a man I'd just met, fucked once, and was totally ruined over.

  How could I ever fuck any other man ever again and not compare him to the way Sebastian had just fucked me? He'd set an impossible to beat standard, and then had just shut down, shut me out.

  Rejected me all over again.


  Because it had started smacking of involvement.

  Fucking pussy.

  I should have known better. I should have known myself better than to allow me to talk myself into rebound sex with a perfect stranger less than forty-eight hours after the second-worst day of my life. And I should have known better than to expect more than one fuck from a player like Sebastian, especially when it started feeling like something real, something more than fucking. So much more.

  Because it had been, hadn't it?

  I'd felt a connection.

  Real, powerful, potent, and undeniable. And completely un
like anything I'd ever felt before, with anyone.

  I peeled Sebastian's T-shirt off, because I couldn't handle his scent any longer.

  Except his scent wasn't just on the T-shirt, it was on me. On my skin. In my hair. I spread my legs and pulled the skin of my thighs apart to look at the stark black love bites he'd left on either side of my pussy. He'd marked me. Claimed me. For a few handfuls of minutes, I'd felt so utterly perfect, beautiful, powerful, desired, needed.

  And then he'd just slammed a wall down, and that was that.

  So much for never letting me leave his bed.

  I had to get his scent off me so I jumped in the shower and rinsed off, scrubbed my skin a little too angrily, and then got out, dried off, and dressed all over again in the other change of clothes. Outside, the rain had slackened off a bit, it seemed, so if I was going to get out of this bar and away from Sebastian, now was the time.

  I ignored Zane completely as I left the room and rushed down the stairs, purse in hand. Ridiculous, that all I had was a white clutch purse meant to match my wedding dress, but whatever. It had my wallet and phone in it, which was all I really needed.

  There was a series of coat hooks at the bottom of the stairs, just inside the stairwell, and hanging from one hook was drab green raincoat with a deep hood. I slipped it on, zipped it up over my purse, and left the bar.

  I was tempted to go back to Sebastian's sailboat, but I wasn't ready to be found yet--assuming he would even go looking for me.

  So...I just walked.

  And tried desperately to talk myself out of feeling hurt and rejected by Sebastian. It didn't work, of course, but I had to try. It was better than just wallowing in it, right?

  I was so fucking stupid.

  It was true, and I knew it. There wasn't even any point in arguing with myself over my own stupidity. Stupider yet, I'd known going in that this would happen.

  Double dumb.



  I heard the apartment door open and close, and knew Dru had left. Whether for good or just to think, I wasn't sure, and tried to tell myself I didn't care.

  I pulled on a pair of jeans commando and left my room, found Zane lounging on the couch with a beer, watching some action flick on cable TV.

  There was half a bottle of Jack in the cabinet above the fridge, and despite the hour, I needed it. Not even noon and I was already a mess over that woman. I dug out the bottle, a block of cheese from the fridge and a knife from the block, and sat down beside Zane on the couch, cutting myself a thick slice of Colby Jack and shoving it into my mouth.

  Zane watched me twist the top off the Jack, just sort of staring at me oddly. I got the bottle to my lips, tipped it back, and then his hand flashed out and snatched the bottle from me, spilling whiskey all over my bare chest.

  "What the fuck, dude?" I demanded.

  He snatched the cap from me before I could react, twisted it back on, and tossed the bottle across the room. "The fuck are you doing, dumbass?"

  "Drinking? Because I'm an adult and I can?" I pushed up off the couch, but Zane's fist slammed into my chest and knocked me back onto the couch.

  "No, you're not. You're a fucking dumbass. The dumbest dumbass I've ever met, and that includes the first-day washouts at SEAL training. You let that girl walk out the door and don't go after her, you might as well cut off your teeny-weeny little boy balls, because you sure as fuck don't deserve 'em." He indicated the bottle of Jack with an angry wave of his hand. "And instead of manning the fuck up, you're gonna hide in the bottom of a bottle like some wet behind the ear yellow-belly pussy? You're a pussy. Fuck you, pussy-boy."

  I stood up, rage rising inside me. Who the fuck did he think he was?

  I stomped across the room, snatched the bottle, and moved toward the kitchen. I'd planned to put it away, but Zane must've interpreted my action as intent to drink anyway.

  He was across the room and in my face in a flash. "I can kick your ass, Bast, and you'd better not fucking forget it." He took the bottle from me and set it far too gently on the counter, then returned to stand an inch in front of my face, his voice deadly quiet. "Thought Dad raised us better than to pussy out of the hard shit, especially by drinking."

  I let my anger show, then. "Do not bring Dad into this, you bastard."

  The door opened, and both of us turned to see who it was.

  Baxter was standing in the doorway with Brock behind him. Both were damp from the rain and looking a little shocked. Zane and I quarrelled almost as much as Canaan and Corin did, but for us to show true anger at each other was very rare. Mostly we just bickered, since Zane was every bit as alpha male as I was and thought he was the more mature and responsible one most of the time, as if he was the oldest rather than me, which caused us to butt heads over pretty much everything.

  The problem was Zane usually was the more mature and responsible of the two of us. He was by far the most serious of all of us, which was to be expected given his calling in life. He'd seen and done shit I didn't really want to know too much about, stuff that had scarred him deeply, left permanent marks on his soul. It left him with little tact and no tolerance for bullshit, which meant he'd call me out and not spare my feelings in the process.

  Like now.

  Thus my anger: I knew he was right, and it pissed me off. And I was pissing myself off by being a stupid pussy, and Dru was pissing me off by being her amazing too-good-for-me self and making me feel like a fucking pussy, and the looks Brock and Baxter were giving me were pissing me off, just because they were my little brothers.

  Needless to say, I was a lot of different kinds of pissed off.

  "The fuck are you two knuckleheads looking at?" I snarled.

  At six-two, Baxter was between Zane and me in height but closer to Zane in terms of raw bulk. Whereas Zane's body was that of a warrior--lean, hard, and conditioned to handle the most gruelling of circumstances--Baxter, being a semi-pro football player, was overall thicker. He carried a little more body fat over his muscles, was conditioned for raw power and to absorb the brutal impacts of tackles. His hair was, like most of us Badd brothers, a deep, rich brown, thick and wavy, clipped close on the sides and left long and messy on top. Same dark brown eyes as all of us, but his reflected an easy-going, lackadaisical, party-boy personality.

  He took his football career intensely seriously, though, and on the field Bax was an absolute monster, faster than his size belied and yet strong enough to break the hardest tackles with ease. I'd seen him shrug off hits from guys that stood six-eight and weighed four hundred pounds. He'd just brush their worst damage off like an irritation, and then take off like a rocket to nail the QB with the crushing force of a runaway semi.

  Off the field, though, he took just about nothing seriously. He was a natural ladies man, every bit the player I was. He had an easy way of picking up chicks--and an easier way of ditching them. He drank like a fish, trained like a beast, and generally gave off an air of not giving a shit about much of anything except football, women, and booze. Which was true...mostly. He had his demons, like all of us, he just kept his buried deep and didn't bother trying to sort 'em out, preferring instead to drink and fuck and bench press them away.

  Baxter sidled over to me, a weird look on his face. He lifted both hands and curled his fingers into claws, pressed them to my chest, and slid them down a few inches.

  Shit, shit, shit. Forgot about that--should've put a shirt on.

  He moved around behind me then, and let out a chuckle. "Holy hell, brother," he said, laughing outright, now, "either you tangled with a mountain lion, or you've got a prime piece of tail stashed around here somewhere."

  Another laugh, and his fingers were tracing what I assumed were Dru's fingernail marks on my back. From the extent of his touch and the disbelieving laughter from him and the rest of my brothers--all crowded behind me, now--I realized the marks she'd left had to be pretty extensive.

  "I mean...damn, dude," Baxter said, awe in his voice. "She tore you t
he fuck up."

  Zane, of course, had to get his two cents in. "Yeah, and he let her leave, too."

  Bax spun me around, gaping at me like the bull-neck moron he was. "You what?"

  "Like any of you assholes know shit about it," I snapped. "You haven't met her, and none of you fuckers have ever kicked it with a chick more than once, no more than I have. So I don't wanna hear dick about it from any of you."

  Brock eyed me. "Was she good?"

  I sighed and rubbed my face with both hands. "Most fucking incredible thing I've ever experienced."

  "Which, of course, means you should bail on her pronto, right?" Brock quirked an eyebrow, a gesture I hated; it was a Dad gesture, that lifted eyebrow.

  Brock looked the most like Dad. Just slightly shorter than Bax at six-one, he was leaner, rangier, more inclined to spend his time in the cockpit of his stunt plane than in the gym. Same brown hair and eyes, but Brock kept his hair neatly cut and swept off to one side like a GQ model, a few strands left to dangle near his left eye. Being my own brother, I had no problem admitting he was a pretty sonofabitch. It was annoying, honestly. He had a dry sense of humor, a sharp insight, and a tendency to ask the hard questions, usually at the worst times, too. Like now.

  I slugged his shoulder. "Shut up, Brock."

  He just laughed, and glanced at Zane. "He's got it bad, doesn't he?"

  Zane jerked a thumb at the Jack. "That was his idea of dealing with it."

  Brock clapped me on the back. "Good idea, big brother: drink her away. Makes perfect sense. That's clearly the most logical way of dealing with those pesky emotions. Works every time!"

  "Smartass," I growled.

  I should have known better, because the second the words left my mouth, all three of my brothers spoke in unison:

  "Better than being a dumbass!"

  That was Dad's favorite phrase to use, and hearing it from them all at once only pissed me off all the more.

  "Fuck all'a you motherfuckers. I don't need this shit." I stalked back to my room, shrugged into a shirt, stuffed my bare feet into my boots, and then pushed past my idiot brothers to the stairs.

  "Where're you going, dickwad?" Baxter asked.

  "Hell if I know. Wherever you bastards aren't," I said, stomping down the stairs.

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